Oh Fo'Sho Photo

The Summer and the changes with it have a way of moving people. it certainly moved me. I can say i miss it, i can say i never want to go back, but what i cant say is that it was one of those bitter sweet experiences. it brought upon me a new journey of self improvement that i did not satisfy. i feel that maybe i did not finish what i started this summer. Was my time wasted, or lost? did i destroy what i was sent to fix? i have turned my back on the ones i love and the ties we had are now severed. I was blind and lost sight of the trail i was to follow. now i only have myself self to blame. Not that the people i loved as family failed me but that i failed them as a relative. Not that my sisters failed me of being a good role model but i failed them as a sister. not that my mother failed to teach me right, but that i failed her as a daughter. I wonder if i could ever turn back, face the damage i've done, or go back to the Family i had? But now the sun sets on my unfinished Journey and i am forced to start a new day living in the same summer. i miss the sweet wind, the warmth on my skin and the sweat on my back. i need the smell of summer, i need its sounds in my ear.